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They way they try to fuck you in your black magic pussy, the way they get their dicks in that black magic pussy and say, yes, bitch, and then fucking black bitch. To feel the resonance of space around you, some thing between you and this other body so close to you and then an inch of breath around your body— You imagine another body rocking in a small closet. Your is head covered. Your head is in your hands. He takes you to the basement, a mattress on the floor, some blankets once damp, and on your hands and knees you go. All the light is sucked out of the room as if the room is placed inside a tin box. The world and all of experience, all worry, everything, shrinks to the size of a pinhole. Poof. In doll porn the woman lies flaccid until propped up. Her limbs must be moved by her user. Her eyes, unblinking, immobile. Classic niggra of our fuck play! You drive your car the 30 minutes to this basement two times in the same week. All the chaos of the world, the shopping lists, checkbooks, and exams. You have something we all need. You are saving us from ourselves, and you from yourself. Answer to our prayers.